Today I woke up refreshed and ready for my morning run. My 4 hrs of sleep yesterday after the session and 4 more last night, made me feel energetic and rejuvenated. I easily forget what it is actually like to get sleep. Running is easier too; it clears my head, and the conversation is always good and entertaining.
I’m excited about having some breathing room, so to speak. I don’t have a migraine, chest pains from anxiety, or body memory pain and it feels so exhilarating. I’m learning to celebrate all the progress along the way…even sleep! It doesn’t take much, huh!
I have a better understanding of what I need to work on, even though it may not be pleasant, it will be healing for me. Steps forward, even small steps, are progress, healing, and healthy. Feeling blessed by how God never leaves me in those places of wilderness. Somedays it feels like I’m never going to make it out, but it is in those times, I believe, He is the closest and most present. Imagine wondering around in the wilderness, having no idea where you are going, but at the same time, trusting the One who will lead the way to freedom!
I don’t know what tomorrow will be like, and God doesn’t want me to worry about it anyway. He has my back!