Well, it’s my second day in the same clothes as yesterday! Got up Saturday and never got out of my PJs. Today is more of the same. I can’t seem to shake the grief, shame, sadness, hurt, sometimes anger and thoughts that maybe it’s not true!
I don’t know what to do! Usually, I text my therapist, but I’m too ashamed. She is so great and let’s me text when I need too. I don’t want to hear how God is in control, that He has me, that He loves me! I know all that…just don’t want to hear it right now.
I want to roll up in the blanket and never come out-ever! Help me!!!