Day 2-can’t shake the grief

Well, it’s my second day in the same clothes as yesterday! Got up Saturday and never got out of my PJs. Today is more of the same. I can’t seem to shake the grief, shame, sadness, hurt, sometimes anger and thoughts that maybe it’s not true!

I don’t know what to do! Usually, I text my therapist, but I’m too ashamed. She is so great and let’s me text when I need too.  I don’t want to hear how God is in control, that He has me, that He loves me! I know all that…just don’t want to hear it right now.

I want to roll up in the blanket and never come out-ever! Help me!!!

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